"Procrastination" and "indifference" are the two words that have taken over my life since second semester started. Entering into second semester I had anticipated the general slacking off, but never had I imagined how bad it would actually be. Don’t get me wrong, I still try to do well in school but turning in that paper for euro or studying for that kanji test becomes absolutely unnecessary and not motivating to me. Instead of focusing all my attention to school, I'm trying to best live out the months before I leave to college.
I know for sure that one of the things I'm going to miss the most when I leave for college are my friends I'm leaving back home. Even though I haven’t left, I miss them already. Right above the computer screen I'm staring into at the moment is a picture of all of us during our prime years. Things haven’t been same since junior year and I haven’t been able to hang out with my outside of school friends as much or like how we used to. For the most part, between the girls, it’s been easy to stay in touch but for the guys, that’s a different story. I really miss those guys, they became like brothers to me as lame as that might sound. It’s hard to believe that at one point we were all so close. We used to have the best talks during our two hour four way calls at 2 am on school nights. I know that when I leave such calls will decrease. That kind of bums me out. But then again, college is a time to meet new people and make new friends right?
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